Sunday, March 28, 2010

Angel

On Saturday, March 27, 2010 at approximatley 10:00 a.m. my angel put on his furry wings and went to heaven. He waited until I was there and took his last breath while we where together, we were waiting for the doctor to come in and I begged him to go to sleep, and he did.


His body rejected the treatments and no matter how hard to doctors tried they just could not help him.


My heart hurts in a way it has never hurt before....I have lost pets, Nike to cancer and Wickett to old age, but my boy was only 7 and up until Tuesday morning was happy and healthy. He was suppose to be with me forever. He was perfect, the best boy a mom could ask for, I just wish I could have done more to save him. I feel like I failed him, I failed to protect him, I failed to keep him safe, failed to miss a sign that he was sick to catch it sooner. I know I say these things out of hurt and I know oneday I will realize that I spared no expense to help him, but it still hurts.


He will always have a special place in my heart and will never be forgotten. But I would still give everything I have to have him back.

3 comments:

Paws on the Run said...

I'm so sorry Bobbi. He knows you did everything you could.

scott said...

damn rights he will never be forgotten

onecollie said...

oh Bobbi, I am so sorry to read this, please don't think it was your fault....he knows you did everything you could...